For all those who have lost love and for the few who have gained it (irrespective of if you know cryptography)

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Ooooh Main to Moti ho gayi!

Yaron,

The truth is that I never ever cared about being mota or patla.

jab main bachhi thi then mere relatives bolte the "beta kuch to kha le kuch to kha le, tere gaal gol gol ho jayenge ".

and I ate , I ate rosogullas , cakes , sizzlers , but to no avail.

Fir maine socha ki bhaiyya main to model banungi :D Tall dark and svelte ;)

But afsos, bachpan me jo height lambi lagdi thi , wo sali badhe hokar bhi same reh gayi .. hayyy ..

So I said koi nahi Ammu, hum to padhaku bache hai jo badhe hoke saxy ban jate hai :P

Fir , last year I joined mera job and came to know about my unhindered culinary skills (read dial and order).My love for pizza saw new dimensions when I came to know about the delicious pizzas @ 50/- wale offers :D aaay haayy every saturday sunday pizza and CCD ke brownies ke to kya kehne ... aur aisa hi chalta gaya .... for 6 months

and then suddenly out of the blue ------ "Ooooh Main to Moti ho gayi!"

Even then I didnt care ... arre life me to bhaiyya khao peeo aish karo :D

But then came The Vizag Trip and a Waterfall , waterfall pe chadhte chadhte to ho gayi meri OH MY GOD!!

and that is when I made this new year resolution To Finally Be Fit!!

Agenda 2012 :

I hate it when I go to a gym and have to run on a treadmill and my stupid hands are hanging side me :x ..... mano bhagwan ne meri sun li and achanak se mujhe ek skipping rope mil gaya!!!

(*boasts* The only races which I ever won were skipping races :D). Bass ab se I will do skipping everyday and be STRONG :D

Next in agenda is to give up my adorable , delicious babies -- Pizzas .

Those who are anjan from my Pizza love can view this post.

*cries uncontrollably at the separation*

But what must be done has to be done .

*takes deep breath and announces* My New year Resolution is to be like this :-

OK OK aankhein fadne ki zaroorat nahi hai , I will be something like :-

So here's wishing you a VERY HAPPY AND HEALTHY NEW YEAR

khao peeo aish karo :) :) :D :D :) :) :D :D :) :)

p.s :- aaj egg chicken roll ke samne control nahi ho paya .. but kal se PROMISE!

Of SRK and Other Things...

I shall always remember my Mom gushing over SRK and saying things like " I just love Sharukh". I never understood the reason for her infatuation.

An average looking person, who danced and acted like everyone else. His movies came and went by, met stupendous success and yet I failed to get why the world went gaga over him.

I even had the chance of meeting him , when the team of Koyla came to shoot at Tawang.The encounter left me very un-impressed, here was a guy who smoked by the dozen and was sitting with his legs on the sofa , at a private function, Sacrilege! Was he even anything compared to my then favorite Amir ? Not a chance, I was sure that the actor who I was yet to meet was as good as he seemed.

Then the growing up part happened, loss of of naivety happened, SRK movies became passable , yet,Ok , so this was a guy who had worked hard throughout his life , and yet I wouldn't root for him.

College wrapped up and naukri started, SRK persisted .

Then came a new era, when suddenly movies thrived on things I'd rather not watch. What used to be called cheap and flashy came to be known as bombastic and mind-blowing.These movies even with their 2 minutes of laugh riots and fun, failed to leave a lasting impression.

SRK still made his own movies, the way he wanted to ,re-inventing himself, yet keeping his essence like what it always had been. I turned to look at him, being pulled down from his throne, of people saying this they did not expect from him ,though the same was somehow acceptable for others.

And all of a sudden I don't care how this he looks , I see the dimples in his smile, I see the same twinkle in his eyes, I see how he looks at his kids , I see how he makes everyone around him laugh, I see the passion that emanates from him and I want him to succeed, I want him to make non-cringe movies, I want him to go get it, like he always has,I want him to woo people again and I know he will, coz' even though it took him 15 years, I finally see him the way my Mom did :).

Other things :

Does it hurt when you know your friend no longer remembers you?

8 Schools and 2 College Streams: Taught me that the ones left behind become memories.

Distance: is what never matters if you are the best of friends.

A Phone Call : is all it takes to talk it out.

An Email : is all that I have of someone whom I adored.

I have a different life : is what they say when they mean that you don't fit into it anymore.

Excuses : are what they make, when they forget that I can see through it, like I always have.

Cracks : are all that I can see.

Complaints: are all that I hear from you, about my friends, about me and I see a meanness in you.

Far Away : is what you seem now, and I don't even know why.

What do I say : when they ask me "kya tu mujhse gussa hai"

Nonchalance : is what I feel when I think of them. The sadness has evaporated.

If : you think i will ping you, I won't. If you think, I will call you, I won't.

Maybe : distance does matter , a lot.

I am : used to losing touch, but never had I thought that even these best friends would fall prey to the circle of life.

I wish : we could still be the way we used to , shout at each other with limitless glee, write to each other as often as we did and enjoy each others' company just like before.

Anyone who asks me about the above few, should know that irrespective of how it ended, I shall always remember their big smiles ,affection, solidarity, teachings, they are and will always be the sparkling stars of my memory.

Kahani thodi filmy hai

one of the first things I feel like after watching a movie ,is confessing love, or rather getting a confession out of someone :P :P

I already know this is the kind of post where no one else comments on coz they probably don't wanna intrude your privacy kind of thing.

anyway , I seriously need to bring closure to certain ^ ^ things.
and oh! I forgot, heartbreak hoke fir kabhi na kabhi theek bhi ho jata hai.


"kabhi mujhe lage ke jaisa , sara hi ye jahan hai jadoo
jo hai bhi aur nahi bhi hai ye, fiza ghata hawa baharein
mujhe kare ishare ye
kaise kahoon, kahani main inki"

Teach Me

Teach me how to learn and I shall

Tell me whats wrong and I"ll make it right

Teach me what to do and I will

Tell me how life goes and I"ll follow it

Teach me how to be and I shall

Tell me where this road leads and I"ll walk

Teach me how to wait and I shall

Tell me to love and I will .

The Mahan Things I have done

The Ladies and Zentlemen,

I want you to read the last line very carefully, varna mera mara hua muh dekhoge(literally).
This is a post , at the end of which you will probably cry or bless me from the core of your very heart.
Yes Of course, is story ki heroine main hu (na :D).Beware, this is the vain-est post you will see from me(I know you might be thinking.. huh! to ye to har post me hi karti hai), but still since I feel very good this morning, here I am on a very self-congratulatory note rather than a self-deprecatory note (which for some reasons is the more applauded one hmph!)

Anyway, here goes a list of the mahan things yours truly has done (they include standing up against injustice,corruption,helping people,being dayavaan and the works) :-

1.A strong believer in equality, and latho ke boot baaton se nai mante.. I promptly threw my pencil-box at my teacher.
She had given my class II ka paper to solve when I was in class I.

2. Once my friend Rupangi fell in a shitload of cow dung and started crying.I thought she was overdoing it, isliye main bhi usi me kood gayi. :P Also she stopped crying and started laughing.

3.My rule of life :- "Call friends when you want to .. irrespective of the fact whether it was you only who had called them the last 100 times" . agar main ye rule follow nahi karti to shayad aaj mere koi dost bachte hi nai :)

4.I have gifted mera bhai a Sony Camera, haven't yet bought one for me.

5.I once went and donated food and clothes to the beggars, without telling anyone at home about it.My mom still wonders where that potli went.

6.I have almost zero savings.I spend all of it on my family. I hate buying shoes for myself, my mom does that for me :)

7.I never forget people, or what they say to me.I can remember all of the stuff they have said to me.However, their memory isn't as good as mine.

8.I have always been fairly good in studies (Not the topper types but still good).I helped my brother who barely passed in Maths in class 11, he scored 79% in class 12. One of my happiest moments.

9. Also, I know that I'm beautiful and that's why I wear glasses, to give others the benefit of doubt.(What shit! glasses suck!They make my nose look chapta and I have to choose my earrings very carefully huh! My tryst with contact lenses is another story though..)

10.I refused to pay the TT bribe , just because I was traveling alone.I said 'aap asli wala fine lijiye , receipt ke sath'. He vanished.

There are thousands of things which I liked doing and made me feel good.

Now I want you to write something in this reply/comment which made you feel good about yourself. Chahe jo bhi ho, kuch bhi ho.I do not want any answers like "yaar tere jaisa to kuch bhi nai"

Happy Holidays :)

Nahi

Ek khayal hai jo jata nahi,

Ek sapna hai jo dikhta nahi,

Boondein hai jo girti nahi,

Khwahish hai jo bujhti nahi,

Purane wo pal jate nahi

---Toh Zinda ho tum--