Friday, August 10, 2012

Mujhe Gussa aa Raha hai

I am in such a bad bad bad mood !
And please sympathetic or "sab thik ho jaega" kinda advice are most not welcome because I hate those!
I am also hating all the cows in the middle of the road (which have suddenly seemed to multiply) and the cowshit everywhere making it hard to distinguish between mud aaanddd there you go cowshit again!!

I hate the small cigarette- bidi shop from where I have to buy eggs.
I hate it how i have to work double for everything that i want.
Average is just not good enough!
studying 6 hours is not enough!
12 hours of work is not enough!
Its never enough for me
whereas less than half of that is always enough for others

I am theees pissed off at people trying to judge my friends.
I hate sade hue dakiyanusi khayals that people still manage to fester in their little brains.
I hate it how people seem happy enough to be carbon copies of their previous generations.
And then I hate it more when such people call me "judgmental".

I hate stupid Baygon spray which doesn't kill mosquitoes!

I hate how my glass of Pepsi smells right now because the maid hasn't washed it properly!
I hate it how they made some dumb movie called "Bridesmaids" and were showing that on a Friday night instead of   Pretty Woman.

I hate it when guys try to question me and ask me if I watch sci-fi movies. arre bhaiyya a movie is a either a good movie or a bad movie . And yes for the nTh time , I have watched all your given Terminator, Armageddon, Evil Dawn and thousands of others which most of you haven't even seen but no I don't go on and ask you if you have seen Bridget Jones. Idiots!!
And yes ,  I still love Pretty Woman.

I am so gussa at my slow - have to connect it 10 times  per minute net speed!! There is nothing more irritating than typing a whole page of something and losing it to "Page not Found"

I am super angry for this stupid season of BBT , and I miss F.R.I.E.N.D.S dearly. I don't even know what's happened to my Grey's Anatomy :(

I hate it when I say something totally right and guys with big egos label me as "Feminist", even if its something as innocuous as "There's nothing wrong if a girl wants to work". Bloody inferiority complex wale people!

I hate it that I every time my salary seems like a pittance. By the 10th of each month I am like left with nothing but the basic amount.

I hate it how everyone can be cool about everything and I can't ! Is it because I have some extra long "feeling " tentacles or what!

I hate it how I am getting fatter by the day and cant even go swimming (because of work or rains)
I hate the moisture in my house , its just damp , damp and more damp everywhere!

I hate it how people have become intolerant and rude. Its like the word "tact" doesn't exist anymore.

And now it seems that even if I fight hard, in the end I will end up not getting what I want.
That is the part which I hate the most.
Its like a vicious cycle here.
"What I want the most, I Shall get not
What I never thought about,  I shall get in heaps."

And please anyone with sympathetic comments should stop right there , coz Haters Gonna Hate and you cant change the way I feel right now. You can of course join in with your own hate (unless you have the rainbow sticking out of your you know where)

The only thing which I do seem to like after writing this whole lot of crap is I,Me and Myself.
I do what I want and the way I want . Don't know why some people think they have to live their life according to my rules and when they can't they just turn around on me and literally jump on my face!

 I don't care about sounding like a vain kid here but yes, I don't care about you unless you dont care about me! There you go!

Anyway as I was saying .. this venting is actually making me feel good. Anger is such a strong emotion that if you don't let it out, it pretty much builds up a steam to burst your head  & even after facing all  of this , if I am writing here and have lived according to my rules then I have done pretty much allright. *hold head high up and walks away*

P.S : At this moment , without any silly considerations , I hate it when people are reading this and being lazy and not commenting! Some people actually wait for others to comment. bhai sahab har jagah copy paste nahi chalta! So if you are here, then VENT OUT!!