21 st

I'm finally 21 , should i say yipppeeeee & run all over the house & outside ???
Dunno about that , but i was quite happy that so many people called up to wish , ( finding hapiness in the mundaneness of life did u say? ) , So do I feel anything different - not really , another year gone by , but then again a small part of me says " woow oo you are supposed to be a MATURE gal now " u know as a kid whenever I used to visualize myself as 21 - it would always be someone who was totally mature , would wear a shirt & trouser , know my mind all the time , know how to drive , would be a frequent visitor to the beauty parlour and many more . basically these were the things which I thought grownups do .
So how much of me has really changed , I think I'v finally made the transition from introvert to a midivert , am more ready to take on challenges & failures with equal panache . But then again ,my stint at learning driving has been "crashing" ( in my defence , was in class 8 then ) & visit the parlour about once in 2 months for something truly idiotic like a trim , dont know how those people bardashto fy me , & of course when almost 75% of this country thinks that Commitment is the "in thing" , I'm still making do with silly & insipid crushes . Well whatever , freedom is best - what say ?
Oh ya & I completely forgot , have finally started accepting words like F*** , chick , & many others , like tyro asks me to call him "be , sala or something like that " , I'd like to tell him that I'm truly fond of "abbe" , but always thought that the blogging world is full of intellectuals to whom such normal words are digressing .
Lets see what & how much more do I change or do I revert back to what I am or have been , But whatever ! have also realised that life goes on ,every pain lasts for a fixed period of time only to be overtaken by another shot of happiness ,sadness etc etc
Any ways every body's telling me to grow up a little , I dont know what they mean by it but I'll try .
ps = am thinking of quitting blogging