Thursday, January 8, 2009

I dream about

I'm cooking my usual breakfast , the eggs almost done , the toast is burning. I switch off the toaster.There's a weird smell , the gas is leaking , I turn off the cylinder .Yet the gas leaks , I panic, and open all the windows & doors of my house .
 & then I wake up.


Cool breeze carresses my hair, dadu is sitting by my feet , smiling . I feel content . His face is not visible, but he conveys that he has faith in me. Then as suddenly as the breeze fear steals over . Its been a week since he died.
& then I wake up .

 
My brother is sleeping. But he is sleeping on my bed and not his.I can sense something wrong ,just like the time when he was about to fall and I failed to warn him. The fan , there's something wrong with it , It comes crashing down him and all I can do is shout " hat jaa".
& then I wake up.


I'm very excited. Tomorrow we"ll go to watch Kuch Kuch Hota Hai. I hope to have a happy dream. I dream of the whole Koi Mil gaya song just as it was in the movie.


Its my 13th and last christmas. I dream that santa gives me a nail enamel ,all my friends wear it u know , but mom doesn't allow me. I wake up & thats what I find in my stockings :).



My board results are due tomorrow . I dream meenakshi calls me up to lemme know about my results. Next day , my net is slower than usual , Meenakshi calls up " hey tera result sun , I got through the result helpline ......"


I know I'm sleeping and yet I'm falling . But there's no fear in me, in fact I feel happy , floating away into  blissfulness.Its a dream .




Intitutions , fear , wishes all reflected in them
they seem truer than reality , yet are at a distance from reality.
seperated by a thin border of surrealism , reality can also be a dream
I wake up every time knowing that they weren't true
Why do i search for my answers in them ? then?
My mind which remains in my control , slips into the other world at night.
If my 'self' is for real , why can't my thoughts be too???









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26 comments:

Resurgence said...

Gal...... Khali Post...... :)... I dream about and blank......... :)

Innovation I must say..... :)

Abhishek Khanna said...

about?

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

hee bhagwaaan

galti se sirf title aa gayaaa !!!!

peter said...

:-?
it's so irritating when it happens :(

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

hey hey hey just published it :)

Mads said...

:-| why does it happen, is so true... :-|
tried reading dream interpretation books once, but cudnt figure out much. there's something i read about when u get dreams where u fall and wat it actually means.... i forgot :-((((

Sougata said...

hahahahahahaha ..........., bhaishab ......hahahahahah :D .

I dream about 'Jeanie' and 'Money' and rest is 'Funny' ...... waah waah.....sorry .

'..to phir kuyion khit pit soniyen ...' he he , well written post bachchi, stay naughty kiddo .

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

@mads

figure out to khud hi kar sakte hai


@tyro

:D :D i will , tere se hi inspired hu :D ,samjh liyo ab tum bhi baat

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

& khana khake jana haaaa :)

Sougata said...

nahi re , busy begging these days, ......by the way what's your fake mail ID :), mail me.

Sougata said...

Ai , sbadaan O kintu cheledhora :D

Sougata said...

Was his girl around?:D , I went to the place for a few times ,liked few things. Surprised to see few 'girly' male species who sit under mango trees and does 'prem'...mind it the word is 'prem' hahahahahaha :D

abhishek said...

hey bhagwan santa se manga bhi to sirf nail enamel ...tch tch

Sougata said...

And guess what , I will watch 'Revolutionary Road' in a while .

Sam said...

o ji....all the best for ur results :)

best thins is hunt for ur answers within...

u d always remain happy n content!!

Resurgence said...

Gal..... Tere dreams kaafi interesting rehte hain..... ek kaam kar... subah uthkar unhe notedown kar le...... aur baad me elaborate kar with good dose of masala.... Kya pata ek din tu bhi famous novelist ban jaaye.. :)

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

@tyro

girl to nahi but daughter thi , gori chitti & all that :)

yes waha ke bando ka famous phrase hai " phool chure marbo "

hahahha

just read the synopsis of that movie & u beg ???



@abhishek

yaar meri mom mujhe uske pehle touch bhi nahi karne deti thi !! so u can understant the allure :)




@sam
oii ji thanks , par jin results ke baare me likha hai wo 6 years pehle hi nikal gaye hai :)

anyway thanks :)




@resurgence
hmmmmmmmm , say when are u publishing your paper on "The demographic rise and fall of our Hindi Film Industry " :)
dont mind re :)

vanilla sky said...

Nice post :)
You have such normal dreams .
I'm really disgusted with my recent dreams , I wake up saying Thank God that its not real. :(

Resurgence said...

My paper may be on its way to a much sought after entertainment magazine in West Gal...... :) ..... Be jo man me aata hai likh deti hai kya 'demographic rise and fall of film industry'....... tu kabhi research kar is topic par aur mujhe bata phir........ :)

deluded said...

hey you!

Ive been postponing reading your blog for a long long time(Im a lazy lazy guy)

but now that Im physically sick and bedridden and all, I have no excuse left.

will get to the rest of the blog later,

but i likey what Ive seen so far.


oh, and you seriously have so many dreams? thats so cool!
I barely get one once a month or two

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

@vanilla sky
some of them weren't very normal

@resurgence
bina soch ke hi to sab likhti hu

@deluded

hiya , and as a last resort u visited .

u actually get dreams everyday , just that your brain doesnt remember all of them . & you are the med guy ?

Alok said...

In one of the Harry Potter books Harry says:

"But... it's all happening in my head"

Dumbledore replies,

"Of course it is happening inside your head...but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?"

Sam said...

woops got it wrong Amrita. no issues abhi wale exams ke liye best of luck nn efforts ji ;)

Sree said...

Indeed...sometimes its scary when things happen in real esp if you have seen/sensed it before in dreams (the night wala ya day wala)!
And if it happens just the other way round, you are more surprised! This happens with me! :P

And your "ps"...invalid in my case! :)

And new theme for new year kya? "zero size" hey kya the printing area?...good one though! :)

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

@alok
that was deathly hallows ka 3rd last chapter :)



@sam
si ! no problemo :)


@sree
haahhah i may not be fat , but size zero ????? i know its recession times , but no compromise in healthy ghar ka khana :)

I'll try 2 be truthful said...

@alok
that was deathly hallows ka 3rd last chapter :)



@sam
si ! no problemo :)


@sree
haahhah i may not be fat , but size zero ????? i know its recession times , but no compromise in healthy ghar ka khana :)